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BE STRONG N U CAN OVERCOME ANYTHING.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

I am not a good planner. Whenever I planned something or anything.. Things will definitely go haywire or not according to my plans n then I will have to replan again. That is so so tedious. But this is life.. It will not go according to plans n that is what makes life more interesting.. TO EXPECT the UNEXPECTED..

How I wish life can just revolve around me. I dun have to care abt other people's feeling n just think for myself then maybe I'll be much much happier.. But apparently.. I am not a person like that.. Maybe I think too much for others n not enough for myself. Maybe its time for me to change n think more abt myself. I need time n freedom.. I need the space.. Work is killing me bit by bit.. So many things to do.. So little time. I dun even have time for my precious boy n poor baby misses me alot..

I always believed that you do not treat others the way you do not like to be treated.. Being nice all the time sucks big time.. I have no time to be MS NICE GIRL anymore... I dun like to be scream at or shouted at for things which are not my fault.. Why should I apologise when I have not done anything wrong? Time heal all wounds.. but scars will always remain.. Forgiving is easy but forgetting is hard.. Why do I have to be the one to cry n sad about things that happened which apparently is not my fault. Choices were given by once u miss the chance.. you will have to wait for another chance.. N when the chance arises.. it might be a better one or it might be a worse one.. Once over is over.. unable to rechoose, unable to return n start all over again. N when that happen.. It is not my fault that u miss your chance.. its your own fault for waiting too long..

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9:47 PM

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Monday, August 01, 2005

I am sick.. So poor thing right? Feeling damm terrible right now. As though I'm gg to faint any minute.

It was just a minor sore throat yesterday when I woke up.. Although it hurts just a bit more than those come n go sore throat. Must be the Long John Silver which I ate on Sat.. Should have drink more water after taking it.. Or maybe it's the foul-smelling coleslaw. It really taste bad.. I din even manage to swallow the first mouthful.. YUCKS!!. Called the outlet n feedback the manager. How can they let a minor thing like that happened? It's my favourite side dish at LJS. Was actually looking forward to enjoy it n it turned out to be spoilt.. YUCKS..

Okok.. back to me being sick. Wake up this morn feeling sick n weak. Decide to go to the doc instead of going to work.. Smsed a few of my colleagues to get CKF's no. Went to the doc.. Dun actually think that I can get MC cos it was just sore throat which caused both my ears to hurt n my head to hurt as well n also blocked nose at night.. But she gave me a day MC.. I was really glad until I received a msg frm CKF to ask me to go back for half day.. SIANZ.. I dun feel like going back lor.. but no choice.. Dun feel like talking cos my throat hurts when I talk..

Reach the office at 9.30am. Hungry n tired n sick.. Bought some breaksfast so ate an ang ku kueh n take my med. Office so cold.. N I feel even more sick.. Stayed till abt 1pm.. Buay Tahan already so went home.. Urgh.. mum cooked plain porridge with only steamed egg n some meat. So pathatic.. Makes me feel worst.. Ate some then went to sleep at around 3pm.. Din get to sleep well cos I feel very uncomfortable.. Whole body feels damm hot but I'm not having any fever. Dun koe why.. Throat feels as though its burning.. Finally get up at 7.30pm to eat dinner.. Ate some fish soup which I bought downstairs.

Now I'm feeling worse still.. Got running nose n block nose. My mind feels cloudy n blocked n my body still feels hot.. No fever still. Just too my antibotics, fever med n also med for my running nose.. How to go to work tomorrow in this state.. Think I gotta go back to see the doc again.. If no MC then I think I'll die in the office.. URGH.. No way I am gg back to work again if I am on Med Leave tml.. Dun wanna kill myself over the job.. URGH!

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10:01 PM

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*Hugs* YOu must have overworked yrself. Take care ya!

By YuFFie, at 3:57 PM

thanks girl.. but me sick for a week liao.. sianz..

By blurz_xin, at 4:16 PM