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Thursday, December 07, 2006

Ya.. there's an entry whereby I wrote abt Bf forgetting about Birthdays of their Girlfriend.. For those who do not know why I am so angry.. I shall enlighten you guys here..

So he forgotten the actual day of my birthday.. No.. he still remember the date correctly.. but unfortunately, he dun remember when. So on the eve of my birthday, I was out with my friends drinking at Liquid Kitchen n he was asking me how come I was on leave.. I din say anything about my birthday but just mentioned that I am not working on Mon n Tues.. that's all..

I thought he will be the first one to sms me Happy Birthday on that day.. but I was wrong, the whole day on the 14th, he din call or smsed me once at all.. I was waiting waiting waiting.. until I got really upset at one point.. One must be thinking what's so important about a birthday.. Ya.. True.. its not really a big deal.. But most of my friends remember it.. even people who I dun expect to wish me did lo.. so of cos I am upset.. esp when I think about how many times he reminded me on his ex gf's birthday.. Makes me wonder how much I really meant to him.. Ya.. I know.. it must have slipped his mind cos he is busy.. but still that is not a good enough reason... except that I am not important.. That's all.

Went out to ate sushi with some of my girlfriends that day who willing meet up with me cos they want to celebrate my birthday for me.. Feel so bad that I was pulling a black face the whole night and went home early because I got no mood to go anywhere else.. Smsed another girlfriend who advised me to call him cos maybe something happened to him which I did cos I was seriously wondering if something happened to him also.. No answer, no reply to my sms either on the train ride home.. Started to hope maybe he will surprise me below my block.. but.. nothing.. received a msg from him when I was about to reach home.. that he is very busy and will try to call me if not too late.. No birthday wishes.. no nothing.. I got more angry.. my girlfriends keep saying that maybe he wants to be the last one to wish me.. but I know that he had forgotten.. URGH!!

He finally called me at 11.30pm. Telling me that he is going to sleep already and he was packing the stores to New Zealand the whole day and ask me to sleep early.. I was answering back.. orh.. hmm.. orh.. then he finally asked me if I am not happy so I replied yeah.. then he ask me what.. so I ask him to think harder.. Then he finally say.. Oh.. your birthday today ahz? By then I was seriously disappointed n upset.. n he just say Happy Birthday... So I raised my voice n say that he totally forgotten abt it.. He got angry and raised his voice at me too. Say he was busy and tired and it slipped his mind.. I dun have to be so upset right.. its just a birthday.. Then he also says that I am not a understanding girlfriend at all.. Boyfriend is tired already and busy and I still want to quarrel with him.. by then I was already crying.. Cannot remembered what else was said except him telling me that he got better things to remember than to keep reminding himself that that day was my birthday.. Kaoz.. N I also remembered shouting at him That all he can remembered is his ex girlfriend's birthday and hanged up on him. We quarrelled over sms somemore and I forgotten how it stopped..

So.. its was really memorable birthday for me.. UNFORGETTABLE. K.. As a Scorpio... its my character to always remember things like this.. too bad..

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Have not been updating my blog.. Anyway.. dun think many people is reading it also.. Haha.. so its just somewhere for me to write down past memories..

Held a steamboat celebration at his place on the 10th November for an early birthday celebration for myself.. Din invite alot of ppl, just a few of my good friends cos if too many ppl, later they dun know each other then quite weird.. Anyway.. Food's really great.. THanks to Auntie (his mum) for preparing so much food and bringing it all the way to his place..

10th is a Fri.. So i spent thurs night at his place cos I thought I will be waking up early in the morning to prepare all the food.. Little did I expect him to get his mum to do all the stuff for me le.. so it was like.. hmm.. wow.. I feel quite bad though.. like being a spoilt brat.. Haiz.. but my friends should know that I am not like that right? ???

Oh ya.. Talking abt Thurs.. I think my mum is really unhappy that I went to spend the night at his place.. esp bringing my dog up also.. n having my dad driving us up.. Haha.. but she din say anything when I return home.. so I guess its alright.. Hahaha.. I was really surprised when I entered his house on Thurs lo.. Its super clean compared to all the other times that i have been there, the floor has been sweeped n mopped and also, the table cleared n sparkling.. Haha.. I mean, he is living there alone with his brother who is not in most of the time. He's so sweet to clean up the whole house first because I was planning to do it when I arrive on Thurs but he did everything already. Haha.. Not bad for a guy.. He did a better job than if I were to do it myself.

Joker spend the night over at his place.. I was really afraid that he will miss home.. but guess that is not the case.. I think he sleeps more than me lo.. Cos I keep waking up to check on him.. But i think he is a bit scare cos he sleeps on the bed which he hardly do at home.. I was so afraid that Sunny will accidentally kick Joker off the bed cos Joker is sleeping at his feet n is growling at me when I try to carry him to one side.. It was really a relief when he finally decided to sleep on the sofa instead.. Phew.. but somehow he changes his mind after the while n sleeps at my feet instead.. causing me not being able to move at all.. Kaoz..

I squabbled with Sunny abit on Fri itself over some ice issue and he show me a black face throughout the night at the dinner.. too long story to write.. but overall.. i still enjoy myself.. so.. yup.. that's me.. one year older.. AGAIN.. but its a good thing.. cos I'm still ALIVE.. nothing beats that..

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