WeLcUm 2 My LifE wheREbY I SomEtimEs LeAVe DowN soMe EvEnTS thAt HapPEn to Me.
FaILuRe is SomEthinG ThAt wiLl AlWayS HaPPeN iN LIFe.
BE STRONG N U CAN OVERCOME ANYTHING.
WeLcUm 2 My LifE wheREbY I SomEtimEs LeAVe DowN soMe EvEnTS thAt HapPEn to Me.
FaILuRe is SomEthinG ThAt wiLl AlWayS HaPPeN iN LIFe.
BE STRONG N U CAN OVERCOME ANYTHING.
You are very intense and have extremely strong feelings, which you find difficult to talk about because they are also very complicated. When you lose your temper, you get extremely angry; fortunately, that doesn't happen very often. And when you are angry, you don't easily forgive the person who caused your fury. For this reason you have ambivalent feelings about many people. On the other hand, if you do love someone, your feeling is very intense.
You are very sensitive and your feelings are easily hurt, but you won't run off and hide if someone hurts you. Instead, you strike back and fight hard.
You have a great love of the mysterious and hidden. You also want to know what is going on in people's minds, so you make an effort to learn as much as possible about human nature.
Sometimes other people have difficulty understanding you, and for this reason you may not make friends easily. But the friends you do have will be very good ones who will probably last for your whole life
_blurzxin_ Time really flies ahz.. so fast another year is over already and I am a year older again.. Wrinkles are already showing.. time for some facial treating to help delay the inevitable... GOSH.. Broke AGAIN..
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_blurzxin_ Urgh.. For the second time in my entire life.. I got drunk again.. Not to the extent whereby I do not know wat I was doing but rather.. I was very high n I PUKED.. YUCKS. Luckily I only puked in the privacy of my own toilet at home.. The feeling after letting everything out was a relief.. Throughout the entire trip home.. I keep praying that I can make it home without puking in the cab.. Cannot even talk much when David called to check on me cos I was really afraid that I might not be able to control anymore..Had a really smoothing bathe after puking all out..
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Din really celebrate my birthday.. Went to my grandma's on the 13th for a small celebration with food and lotsa of 4-D buying.. Lol.. too bad I din win anything.. Haiz.. It was quite fun to have so many of my loved ones with me and all those teasing.. Went to meet up with david that night for a drinking session at Fisherman.. Think he was still quite unhappy but hey.. got me to accompany him lehz.. How can he be bored? LOL. Kelvin joined us at 11+ though.. Was surprised to have him coming down all the way frm Yishun.. Too bad that Hazel wasn't there.. Stayed there till almost 2 am before we left.. so paiseh to have Kelvin paying cos I dun know him very well.. But then I only had 2 drinks so think should be alright still.
Spend the whole day of my birthday at home till dinner time whereby I went to meet up with my colleagues for dinner.. was quite fun since all my team mates were there except for Iris.. She's on MC. haiz. Marus bought me a cake. He was late cos he dun wanna eat fish and co.. so he went home for dinner but he still came all the way down to help me celebrate.. so nice of him. Like to make use of this chance to thank my colleagues for the dinner and the cake and my beloved Carol and Iris for planning it for me.. So nice.. I really enjoyed the food and the company..
Went for a walk around after dinner before heading home.. Managed to contact Hazel and she dun mind meeting me for drinks later.. Its the 2nd last day of my leave.. so definitely must make the most out of it.. Went to fisherman again with Hazel and David. Had a really good time cos we cracked alot of jokes.. Too bad Ally din come.. din ask her cos I know she will be very tired.. Me and Hazel had decided that when Ally is getting married, we will hire a striptease for her.. n the striptease performer will be Mr David Oh.. LOL.. me and hazel almost cannot stop laughing cos David was telling us about all the moves he will be doing for his striptease act.. OMG.. so damm funny lor
Thanks alot to all my friends who accompanied me on my birthday.. I really and truly enjoyed myself... Hee heee.
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Hope my prince charming appears soon.. haiz..
11:09 AM
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Making a wish.. wahaha.. where is prince charming??
11:08 AM
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Colleagues.. Missing Iris though
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
I remembered my first boyfriend D. Although we were not together for a long time and he is not exactly a sweetie, there are still somethings that he did for me while we were together. While we were working together in CBTL, I remembered how he went to buy me lunch during his breaktime frm the foodcourt because I was not feeling well and wanted to just have some soup. How he will do his work faster so that he can helped to finish my job as well. Although it might not seem to be a big deal, to me at that time it makes all the difference in the world. There were times whereby he will buy me stuff which I say is cute just because he know that I like them. and also he will think abt buying me some thing when he is out with his frens. Still remembered how he will hug me close when its raining and we are sharing the umbrella and the way he smells after a shower. I remember all the horrible fights as well as all the time I spent crying over him. Although it did not last, the memories I had is enough to make me treasure this relationship.
With M, its a different story altogether. We hardly ever quarrel at all. To this day, I can never truly understand why we broke up. He is the one that will always help me to carry my bag and listen to me bitch abt my day. Maybe we really did have a big gap because there are many things which I like but he dun.. He is more like an Ah Beng who likes to spend time with his friends at the coffeeshop. Sometimes when I am with him and his friends, I will feel like the odd one out. Of course there are times when he is really sweet. I know that his financial situation at that time was quite tight, he will still make an effort to buy me the things that I like although I will usually tell him not to waste his money in the end.. but it is really the thoughts that count. Ending this relationship is not a mistake because after so many years, I finally understood that we will not be happy together in the long run as we are both moving in different directions.
S, the someone I was in a relationship with for the longest time has his nice points to. There were times when I will bugged him to buy me stuff.. Of coz I know my limitations.. They are not expensive gifts but the fact that he will buy them for me is what matters most. There were also times when we were out but I suddenly fall ill and he will immediately flag a cab and accompany me home even though I had spoilt his day. There were also time when he will buy vcds because he knew that I will want to watch them on my free time. Of cos with S, we had fights too.. too many to name.. Sometimes I am really amazed that we can still be togther after all those fights and at his and my tolerance level. But all good things must come to an end. We have finally moved to a point whereby its time to move on with our lifes without each other..
Maybe when we were together, I never truly really appreciate all those small things that they did for me but when I look back now, its really all those small little things that make me love them in the first place and make the whole relationship worthwhile for as long as it last..
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
Was supposed to go to zouk yesterday with David, Adrian, Hazel, Hannah n Andrew.. In the end, Zouk was too crowded and I am unable to get squeezed in. Adrian and Hannah was in the queue but I feel bad about jumping the queue cos David was with another 2 of his frens also n if the 4 of us just in, it's like really very bad.. so in the end, me, david and his 2 frens decided to swap places while Adrian continue to zouk since Andrew already went in.
Walked all the way to MS NewsRoom Bar, decided to take a lot at club MOMO. Walked somemore, the queue at MOMO is damm long also.. In the end, I gave up n pay for the cab back to NewsRoom.. It's so damm quiet there when we first arrive, the people only start coming in after 12am. Din really enjoyed myself cos I dun know David's friends very well and it's weird since I am the only girl since Hazel backed out at the last minute. Sianz.
I din really drink alot.. Just 1 vodka, 2 shots n a weird drink ordered by David which taste horrible. That's the drink that make me feel like puking. Maybe cos I din drink for quite sometime already. David's friend is quite nice n accompanied me all the way to 7-11 to buy sweets although I was capable of going there by myself. The long walking distance makes me want to puke more. Its was then that I decided that I want to go home. Cannot seemed to find David when I went back to collect my stuff at NR so in the end I just left.
Home Sweet Home Finally.. I was so wiped out that I just fall asleep after bathing. Still felt terrible when I woke up this morning.. but thank goodness for the good breaksfast which makes me feel much much better
David called me in the morning and tell me that I have changed.. More serious, somber and quiet.. Maybe I really did.. So many things happening around me recently that I think that I have become a much more serious person. BUT.. I think I more quiet yesterday because I feel out of place and the odd one out.. so I din say much.. haiz.. anyway.. me and david are still good frens. He promised that I will be the first one sit in his car when he got it 2 weeks later... LOL.. Yeah.. Next time can bullied him into driving me around already... YEAHH!
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Oh ya.. back to my block leave.. feeling anti-social recently.. dun know wat is the matter with me.. Just dun feel like hanging out with anyone.. so sorry abt that david.. I know i got no time for you esp when u are feeling down.. but i just wanna stay at home n mope.. its as though i got plenty to brood.. Feeling a bit better these few days.. will try to make more time for you k..
yeah.. no workk.. wahhahahahaha... so sorry abt that to my colleagues at work.. so many shits happening i know..
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