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FaILuRe is SomEthinG ThAt wiLl AlWayS HaPPeN iN LIFe.
BE STRONG N U CAN OVERCOME ANYTHING.
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*Hugs* Can totally understand how you feel cuz I just went through it. Men!! Argh!!
Insecurity again! Hiaz... dun get angry la... U must have meant alot to him but he just expressed it in the wrong way ba...
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Monday, May 29, 2006
Hmmm... Took me ages but I finally managed to update my blogskin again. Haha.. Now me jobless so got plenty of free time on hand.. Hee Hee. Really like this new skin of mine.. I really admire those who are creative and good in HTML also.. I can only copy and paste.. Haha.. Took me ages to copy and paste correctly though.. Its not really as simple as that.. Kaoz..
My dear dear is back in camp again.. Not able to see him until he booked out on Fri.. Reminded me again that we should not spend too much time with each other when he booked out.. Ok.. I got the Idea.. Maybe he is bored of me already.. Haiz.. so sad.. Apparently.. I really am a boring person.. He kept telling me that I need to spend more time with my friends.. Why can't he understand that me and my friends lead our own separate lifes.. Before I am with him. I hardly meet up with them also.. My weekends are usually spent at home and I enjoyed staying at home also.. I am different from you dear dear.. I dun spend all my time with my friends like you.
He keeps complaining that I do not exercise.. Urgh.. That is like my nightmare.. Tell that to someone who never get silver for her NAFA test in her entire life... Its amazing how I managed to pass during school days also.. Maybe its really time for me to take up swimming or cycling again. These 2 are the only sports that I enjoyed. Or maybe I should go take up Yoga.. Hmm.. Time to check out the schedule at the community centre nearby.. Hee hee.
Hazel is finally finishing her exams.. yeah.. We are going to Mambo on Weds.. Ally and Dong are joining as well.. both of them took off days on thurs.. haha.. That means we can go out for coffee on Thurs as well right? So exciting.. Miss them so much.. It has been quite a while since the 3 of us went clubbing together.. Hmm.. Long Island Tea.. Here we come.. CHeers to All.. Hahaha
Oh Ya.. April's coming back frm Aussie.. Yipee.. Another Khaki coming back.. Hurray.. So dear dear.. dun complain if I go club too much.. you are the one that says that I need to spend more time with my friends right? N usually the only time I spend with them is to go club. Hahaha.. Time to ogle at cute guys together with my girlfriends.. So exciting..
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Tried explaining that me n most of my exes are still friends and that we do contact each other once in while for coffee and stuff but he cannot understand.. He told me that usually when ex go out with each other.. they usually are hoping that something will happen.. Hmm.. I seriously dun think so lor.. Cos my exes.. 好不容易才和我分手.. where got so stupid to walk into the hole again.. Hahaha.. come to think abit it.. its abit sad that he dun trust me.. He keeps denying it though and say that its not me that he dun trust but them.. But dear dear.. I dun think so lor.. think its that u dun trust me.. but haiz.. time will tell lor...
Spend quite sometime debating with him.. He told me that sometimes he felt really stress because of time factor.. He feels that he do not have the time and that should we be together for many years and it din work out. He will feel guilty for wasting my time cos I am not young anymore... Haiz.. I gave him a couple of scenario.. Lets take for example that I am with someone else who is older than me.. and we also break up in future.. Is it still the same thing? I'm still older n alone right. Another scenario.. He is with a girl around his age and they are together for sometime then decide they are not suitable. By then the girl is also quite old.. Isn't it still the same? 3rd scenario.. what happens if 3 years down the road.. I am the one who choose to give him up? Then he has no reason to be guilty cos I am the one who made the choice right? He says he still will feel guilty but not as much...
Urgh.. after debating for so long.. he still gives me the feeling that Hey hey.. Maybe he is going to break up with me already.. that's why he kept saying that lor.. Urgh.. Somehow.. I think he is thinking too far and too much.. If to me it's not an issue then there is nothing to be guilty about. Haiz.. If he keep feeling that way..then no matter how much effort we put in.. its not going to work out in the end.. Dear Dear.. it really doesn't bother me at all.. If we are really fated to be together.. we will be...
Was thinking abt all those things that he told me and his insecurities.. Dear Dear.. its not that I do not trust you.. but I have these insecurities also myself and Dear Dear.. I will not stop u from meeting your ex should she ask you out one day.. Cos to me.. If u are really unfaithful.. then u are not the one for me.. and also.. if its really inevitable that so there's nothing i can do to stop it.. it will still happen...
You told me dear dear that the image is still in your mind. I already admit that it was a mistake and it happened almost 4 years ago.. Since then I never did let it happened again. U were very closed with J***E also and I am also not bothered by it. If u can never get the image out of your mind.. then its really hard to keep the relationship going.. Its the same for me when I always hear you flirting with Ch******E over the phone.. to an extend.. it always makes me feel like I am the second choice.. and should you really have the chance.. u will still choose her lor...
Haiz.. No Idea Lar.. UrgH
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Hmm.. the other thing that happened to me is that I met someone special.. ok.. The first time I met him was during CNY and that is like a few mths ago.. But hey hey.. It was only until Mar that I start to know him better... he's a really great guy.. ok. at the moment I have no complains.. hahaha..
Although we might have a small gap in terms of age.. Ok. I'm the older one. It does not bother me as much as it bothers him though. hmm.. to an extent.. its causing him some stress.. but I think we should be able to work it out. He's a really sweet boyfriend although i find him abit MCP at times... But its fine with me cos its sweet.. as long as its not too extreme.. hee hee..
Ok.. dun know wat to say.. shall stop here till i can think of more stuff to write.... hee hee
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